[[Cinderella's Moments]]

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

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it's been two weeks that i last blogged.. hee hee~~ once again i lost the momentum for blogging.. simply too lazy to do so... hahaha.. anyway, nothing really special happens.. went to Shun's parents performance last last saturday.. they are a hip couple man.. hahaha.. his mum's hair is obviously much more "golden" than mine.. she even pierced her nose.. cool rite? they were in a singing cum dancing group that is formed by the RC and they were putting up a charity performance that night.. per ticket cost $20 bucks k.. but lucky his parents paid for it... hahahaa.. cos they are the ones who asked us to go and watch.. hahhaa.. but can see that his mum was quite happy that night.. hry, its great to have ppl seeing u perform while u're on stage k.. i understand that.. some pics that i took that day..

his Mum..

his Mum and Dad..

his mum and dad again..

my house got another computer.. yes.. my brother wun fight with me over the lappy again.. yeah.. went Sim Lim with my mum, brother and Shun last sat to get the computer.. and i'm so glad that Shun drove us there.. hee hee~~ save us the trouble of travelling here and there with all those shopping bags.. and i muz really thank Shun for helping us in the installation of the com.. i really dun noe wat to do if he is not here with us.. u are great man.. love u.. u are just my left and right hands.. without u, i'll be immobile.. wink** wink**

and i bought my CNY clothes.. hahaha.. actually bought quite a few.. but some are not specially for CNY cos it's black.. hahaha.. i'm not that "pan tang" lah.. but it's better to not wear black ba.. muz show respect to the elders.. hahhaa.. i finally got myself a pink dress.. gonna wear it on the second day of CNY cos it's also Shun's bday.. dunnoe how we gonna celebrate but i've definately got his bday presents ready.. it's not the $$ that matters.. it's the thoughts k.. i've got something personalized for him.. hee hee~~ shall blog more abt his present after his bday.. erhm.. really dun noe how we gonna celebrate on that day.. his family will definately get him a bday cake.. it's their family tradition that they will get bday cake for everyone on their bday and they will sing bday song to the bday guy/gal as a family.. i like the idea of celebrating as a family.. but too bad, my family doesn't practice this tradition.. nvr mind, shall hav this tradition with my future family.. whahahahah.. i love cakes.. esp bday cake..hahahaha..

[[Last Wrote]]*|6:02 PM|

Thursday, January 13, 2005

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hey yo.. time flies.. it's now 2nd week of the sch term.. erhm.. tiring and stressed is want i can describe abt my sch life.. though i've got a 3 days week (which ppl envy me..) but i've got tons and tons of readings and preparations to do.. Oh man... i din even bother to read up b4 class last term.. (at least not as much as wat i'm doing now..) but for this term, i've no choice but to read up lots and lots of books and notes even b4 i attend my class. hiaz.. time is nvr enough for me..

Am i too streesed up?? i think most probably so.. In order for me to graduate in 3 1/2 years, i took 5 modules this term.. Took Anaytical Skills (a 1/2 module course), Creative Thinking (a 1/2 module course), Marketing, Business Law, Management Accounting and lastly Business, Government and Society. I think it's quite a bad combination.. hahaha.. cos there's lots of work to be done for each module.. but i've to overcome it.. gonna graduate earlier cos the stupid SMU gonna increase the sch fees more than wat NTU and NUS do.. sian.. I'm planning to take Summer Term too.. meaning to take up additional one or two modules during the Summer holiday to speed up my graduation.. ho ho ho..

ok, enough of sch.. sch sucks except for the friends that u made tt give sch a better meaning.. erhm.. oh yah, Irene (my Ytss bandmate)informed me abt a outside band that she's encouraging ppl to join. This band is a branch-out from Singapore Wind Symphony (SWS) and it will be the 2nd youth band in SWS. Currently, the most bulk of the members are ex - Yishun Town band members and a few of Mr Hoe's (my sec band conductor) student from other schools. However, the band is not a YT alumni band or Mr Hoe’s private band. Its a SWS band and the practice will be held every saturday at 7pm. I'm still considering if i wanna join the band. Of course,i got to think of the commitment and consequences.. i dun think i'm able to commit myself to the band.. it's sat night and it's one of the precious moment that i can shared with Shun.. dun wanna let the band practise eliminate the onli few moments tt i can be with Shun.. its unfair for him.. Band have been my priority in life for mnay years.. An appreciable amount of time was spent in band during both my secondary and poly lifes. I've been attending practises and practises, preparing for concerts over concerts.. It realli tires me out.. i've sacrificed plenty of my time over band issues and hav neglected Shun.. i knew that he wouldn't wan me to join either as he nvr ever once agreed to me joining band (esp in poly) but he gave in to me as he realised that my passion for band was still very great.. However, i'm sad to say that my interest in band now is not as strong as b4.. i'm not so enthusiatic abt band anymore.. though i still love music very much, i've lack the zest to perform as a musician.. i think it's time for me to sit in as the audience and enjoy the wonderful music that the musician played on stage.

[[Last Wrote]]*|7:49 AM|

Monday, January 10, 2005

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it's been one week since sch starts.. and i'm damn suay this term.. got volunteered by my MA prof to be the class rep.. stupid.. just because he had a colleague that shared the same name and surname as me, i got appointed as the class rep for MA.. damn.. wasted lots of my time emailing and cordinating with my classmates regarding the MA grp project grouping.. damn sian.. and i'm so suay to my bizlaw group representative.. damn.. wasted lots of time to all those administrative work.. tired and sick of it.. hiaz.. and i've spent so much $$ on textbooks and course packs.. damn bloody money sucker ah.. the sch is indeed a business sch whose mission is to earn profit... hahahahaha... anyway, i've got not much time to blog now.. so many reading to do.. hiaz.. i'm climbing behind now.. gonna climb faster... hiaz..

[[Last Wrote]]*|3:38 PM|

Sunday, January 02, 2005

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hey yo.. damn pissed off with my mum and dad.. they are just inconsiderate, old traditional ppl.. stupid man.. I'm just like a Cinderalla.. have to be home by twelve if not, everything will be vanished.. hiaz.. was home at 2++ a.m yesterday.. or should i say this morning?? heard my mum's nagging once i've reached home and my dad's harsh treatening tone just now (when i woke up..) and i'm now so full of anger that i've to find a source to pour them all out... if not, i'm gonna go crazy... Argghhh...

TO MY MUM AND DAD,(though i noe u all wont ever EVER read this..)

Pls ppl, i'm not a small kiddos anymore.. i'm gonna be 21 in less than 5 months time and i'm old enough to think and be responsible with wat i'm doing.. (in 5 months time, i can even get married without ur consent k.. this shows that i'm old enough to hold responsibilities..) going out with friends and coming home late doesn't equate to be going bad or doing silly and wrong things.. Come on, i'm ur child.. pls put some trust in me.. i'm not always coming home late.. it just happen once in a blue moon.. and i'm definately not associating myself with the wrong ppl and absolutely not doing the wrong things.. Come on folks, if i'm gonna stray, it would happened long ago, and not till now k.. I've been ur goodie nice daughter for 20 yrs.. it's time tt i get some freedom from u all.. i'm not asking much.. it's just a little bit of freedom so that i can soar.. pls pls.. dun be so traditional and old-minded.. we are in the 21st century man and i've called to inform u all that i'll be home late.. it's not as if i din bother to call.. I called and this simple action means i'm responsible.. i know u all cares for me.. but u can't compare me with u all when u're a teens.. it's different.. just like police in s'pore wore shorts in the past while they wear pants now.. it's different.. DIFFERENT.. pls dun be over protective.. u are gonna harm me.. i've missed out lots and lots of things while i'm a teens.. just bcos of all the curfews and house rules that u've set.. pls reassemble ur mindset and i sincerly hope that i'm not going to miss out more things now.. i wan my life to be more vibrant.. pls do not disappoint me and i'll not disappoint u all too.. i believe i've not disappoint any of u all these years, i've been motivating myself to do my very best in wat ever i'm doing and i'm happy with wat i've achieved so far.. (be it academically, relationships) pls continue to support and encourage me by giving me more room to grow.. more freedom to explore myself and i'll be happy.. really, just a more liberal environment and i'll be satisfied..

Ur daughter,
Wendy

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